Sunday, August 3, 2008

Shanti r Pothe Ashantir Chonya

5th January 2008 amra tinjon Shantiniketan er pothe jatra suru korlam . Didi , ami r bon . anek planning kore sesh mesh sakaler shantiniketan express howrah theke . Surutei ektu gondogol holo je platform theke train e other kotha hotat seta change hoegelo , jai hok train astei tarahuro kore uthe sit khuje bose porlam tinjon e . Besh ekta Tin Murti marka ghotona r ki . Train cholche ar amader bok bok totoi barche , prothom bar barir boro kaoke na nie amra jachi aladai excitement chilo mone hoe , train e ja uthche tai khachi , ami prae 2years por mone hoe train e uthechilam , flight er boring journey gulor por mone hochilo chokhe etodin megheder anagona chilo hotat megh gulo ki sobuj , holud , nil , laal hoegelo , journey ta teo colors ese geche mone hochilo , amader ekta chotto uddesso chilo shantiniketan jaoar seta holo Poushmela ar Baul , to sei baul er sondhan e chilam , mane ekjon erom baul jar sange bose jomie adda mara jete pare . Hotat Banpas station er por train ta theme gelo , kichu problem hoechilo train er line e , khub rag dhorchilo tokhon , train late korche bole , kintu ektu porei besh mojar ghotona ghotlo - ekjon er gaan sunte pelam amra train e bose , to ekebare kono kichu na bhebe wait na kore ei compartment oi compartment korte korte seshe ekjon Baul ke abiskar kore fello amar bon (dew) , she was so excited and also me and didi (mou) . take literally tene tune amader sit ei nie asa holo . Tarpor jothariti tar sange gaan er adda ek prostho anekrokom gaan geye sonalen ar tar sange mon pran khule kotha , badhon chara , sadhin moner kotha jeta amake khub touch kore, kono dependency nei , kono chinta nei , kono pichutan nei , se prem e hok r kobita lekha othoba gaan sabetei badhan chere or chara ekta unmukto moner proticchobi .

Kichu gaan er kotha ekhono mone pore jae " rup sagorer ruper baul ....... ami ruper jadu enechi " , " dekhechi rupsagore moner manush kancha sona " , " pakhita bondi ache mayar jale " , " porojonome hoio radha " , " cicle er dudike chaka moiddhey fanka " aro anek . Jai hok amader khub gochano ekrokom adda chollo amra sabai khub enjoy korchilam janina hoeto aneker kachei bapar ta khub advoot mone hobe but amader kache tokhon otai savabik legechilo . Pore mone hoechilo bhaggis train ta theme gechilo . Nahole hoeto dekhai hoto na Baul er sange o ha bolai hoeni onar naam " Kokil Das Baul " , besh ekta jhol mole Alkhalla pora , chera chera ,nana ronger tukro tukro kapor jora lagie lagie ekta dress baniechen nijei , sange pae Ghungur , Hat e Dotara , ar sange ektu technology r choaN.. Pocket e ekta Cell Phone . Besh mojadar manush . O ha ar ekta kotha . baul er adda r majhe majhei amra nana rokom habi jabi khabar kheyechi , E juger Ram – Lokkhoner sange moja korechi , Train hotat kore theme gele train theke neme edik odik unki jhuki merechi , Mane oi ar ki hotat kore Khancha theke chara pele ja hoe .....

Erpor asi ei Baul ke kendro kore kichu advoot ghotonae train er moddhey , amra tin jon e majhe majhe gan korchilam oi baul er sangei , amader koekta sit agei ekta Group uthechilo jara naki kothao ekta program korte jache , sange anek saj soronjam mane musical instrument and all to some how tara patta paeni serom , ami r bon hotat camera nie shoot korchi , chobi tulchi esab dekhe tara kichuta neglected feel korchilo mone hoe , aje baje comments korte laglo , khub kharap laglo sange advoot ekta feelings , amra jara baire theke deshe jai , anek somoei chesta kori natun kichu paoar bar bar , matir tan egulo ke feel korar , but jara deshei thake tara keno segulo ke nie bhabena, infact amio hoeto aj theke 3years age bhabtam na , ekhon kharap lage , kintu sedin oi group ta r achoron , sange pari parsik ar o kichu lokjon er achoron eto tai dirty ar weird chilo je ami parchilam na nite .

Ami bhulei gechilam ekhono deshe Male Dominated Society ta strong e theke geche jotoi Nari Mukti , Kalpona Chawla , Sunita Williams der nie gola fatak sei ekta jagate ekhono amra porajito – meyera eka kichu korte gelei char paser sabei kemon Gelo Gelo rob tole , hoeto ami over react korchi hoeto abar na . Ami ekebarei Feminism or Chauvinism e jete chaina , kintu jekhane Farha Khan er moto Film director ke nie eto highlight kora hoe sekhane Mira Naiar er moto ekjon director er film ke release na korte deoar jonno protest kora hoe , Sab e to Art , Art manei to bakti sadhinota , kintu sekhane keno ei bindings gulo ekhono theke jabe ? Sedin ami ekta kotha bujhechilam amar r boner jagae jodi 2to chele thakto tahole hoeto otota Humiliated amader hote hotona , abar amader sangei jodi chelera thakto taholeo hoeto lokjon orom kore bhulbhal comments korte partona . Ami desh chere chole esechi hoeto just 2years hoeche , kintu 24years ami jeta sojjo kore esechi seta je 2years eo paltabena seta hoeto sotti expect korai jaena . Sab jagatei " AMRA MEYERA " , erom ekta bapar , jor kore bojhano amra komjori , amra dependent , amra poradhin , ekhono special sit for women in train or bus , ekhono nana rokom quota , ekhono mohila bill pass hoe , keno thakbe erom bhedabhed ? hoeto ami eka Somaj Niti bodlate parbona kintu majhe majhe mone hoe erom kore ki Desher meyera rather " AMRA MEYERA " bhabi ? chotobelae Baba kakader poradhinota , tarpor husband er , tarpor Sontan der – ar somoer age cholte gelei Humiliated kora . Etai ki amader sovvo somajer Chobi ?

Jai hok ami harie gechilam sedin er sei ghotona r kotha mone portei , sesh mesh amader Baul er sange adda sesh holo sange anek chobi , gaan , video record kora holo ar mon pran khule adda marte marte amra shantiniketan pouche gelam . Shantiniketan poucheo abar ar ekta ghotona amra etotai mosgul chilam adda te je ticket gelo harie , berote parchilam na gate theke , tarpor ID card dekhie berote holo . Abosso amar e paglami chilo Pocket e ticket rekhe khuje pachilam na eto tai excited chilam . Erpor amra " Kothao amar harie jaoar nei mana " gaite gaite gari te uthe porlam Hotel er udesse ......